It seems as though the shower is my only refuge now.

It's like a reflection time- let the water run and wash away all the stupid things that happened throughout the day.

But i'm still not feeling any better after that duper long bath.

I'm feeling really depressed and all.

La dolce vita?

more like the emo life la.

Did closing with kyra today, wasn't bad at all.

However it seems that my auntie has gotten hooked up on setting me up with kyra man.

My next week schedule sucks big time.

MONDAY- closing with kyra.

TUESDAY-closing with kyra.

WEDNESDAY-opening with kyra.

Just kill me.

After work, was suppose to me up with kuan for dinner together with Elin.

But kuan went jamming instead.

So Elin and i dined at pepper lunch.

Walked around town aimlessly again.

The both of us have been going out together since kit yee left for china- far too often.

I think it's starting to seem like we're lesbians la.

I'm really drained.

Inside and outside.

I've got a big decision to make.

I don't want this to take 3 whole years again.

I hate how much i like you la.

FORGET.