Monday, December 3, 2007 6:42 AM
hopelessness
Have been fantasizing a little too much since friday.
I'll say i hope i'm not, but i know deep down inside i'm hoping it works.
deep down inside i'm wishing its real.
deep down inside i'm wanting 30th november to be again and never end.
deep down inside i pray you really feel the same.
And then, deep down inside i ask that you never see this.
omg. i think im serious this time, or isn't this what i say all the time?
But the more i pry, the more i find you a stranger to me.
sigh, i've gotta stop building castles that will never be.
You're just so much larger than life.
bitterlime