There's just so mush i wanna pour out, bu this is just not the right place and I'm really worn out. Physically and emotionally.

Met up with Elin after work.

Then met up with my "bludder".

And finally said a few words to kuanwee, tjy, rina, Jaslyn and fu.

PHEW.

Elin was missing in action half way, so i walked round with my "bludder".

Went into herene. BIG mistake.

Shan't elaborate.

I'm disappointed enough.

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Why does this always have to happen to me.

Am i really that easy to play on?

I swore that it would never happen to me again after dennis.

And it just did.

Just blame it on my stupidity la.

It couldn't have meant anything.

"huh? you mean i did that? oh i'm sorry, it was more of an accident than anything else. I hope i didn't give you the wrong impression."

Then again how can anyone be so nonchalant about such things.

You did it, then you did it.

You made me fall so deeply and now you're pretending sh*t took place.

FINE. At least now i know my stand.

When you can have any girls you want, i know i don't even stand a chance to be in line.

I mean, what am i to you?

Part of me wants you out of my life, but the other part just cannot let go.

I like you for who you are, not what you are.

I swear.